My last relationship was over two years ago now. That time has been filled with feelings of doubt, self-pity, and feeling unvalued. Then last night I hung-out with a great, wonderful, beautiful girl. For anonymity, I will refer to her as Karren. Karren and I spent three hours talking about our pasts, what’s going on in our lives and our hopes and dreams. You know that first date kind of conversation topics. Everything went great until this morning when I got a text from her.
Reading as: “Good morning, So I thought about everything after I got back to my room and I realized we are moving very quickly. I don’t want to move quick at all… I want to just take everything slow and not put a label on us yet…”

I can’t help to feel sad and a bit down. All my heart says I don’t want to be with you. But that’s not true. I can’t even seem to finish this without feeling even more down in the dumps, so I guess that’s it. God help me.